Why Everything Fell Apart in 2025 — and Why 2026 Is Moving So Fast
I want to talk about something many people felt last year, even if they couldn’t quite name it.
2025 wasn’t just “a hard year.”
It was an ending year.
In numerology, 9 marks the end of a cycle.
2 + 0 + 2 + 5 = 9
And endings don’t usually arrive politely.
They arrive like this:
When you suddenly realize a structure has already been collapsing for a while,and all that’s left is whether you keep pretending it isn’t.
For many people, multiple areas of life unraveled at once.
Jobs.
Identity.
Direction.
Relationships.
Things that had been barely holding together finally gave way.
It can feel brutal when it all hits at the same time.
Like the universe dumping every drawer onto the floor and saying,
“We’re not reorganizing this. We’re deciding what’s staying.”
That’s what 2025 was doing.
Not punishing.
Clearing.
A 9 year doesn’t ask, What do you want to build?
It asks, What are you done dragging?
And for most people, those endings weren’t chosen consciously.
They were forced.
Exhaustion made the decision when willpower wouldn’t.
I watched many people around me hit unexpected crossroads—and I wasn’t exempt from that energy.
I went through an emotional reckoning in a personal relationship I wasn’t actively questioning.
What I thought was “status quo” was quietly asking for a decision.
The year forced me to choose whether I would continue emotionally bypassing—or finally honor what I already knew.
Once that truth surfaced, it couldn’t be unseen.
I let an old identity fall away, and what felt unbearable at the time did pass.
On the other side was a truer, more aligned path.
Now Here’s Where We Are
We’ve entered a 1 year.
2 + 0 + 2 + 6 = 10
1 + 0 = 1
A new cycle.
A new identity phase.
A new direction.
But this isn’t a gentle reset.
This is also a Horse year.
Horse energy is momentum.
If a 9 year is demolition, a 1 year is ignition.
And the Horse is acceleration.
Horse energy doesn’t wait for you to feel ready.
It doesn’t inch forward cautiously.
It takes whatever direction you’re already facing and multiplies it.
Think of it like standing still on a moving walkway.
Even if you don’t walk, you’re still going somewhere.
This year works like that.
Whatever you’re sitting in—clarity or confusion, truth or avoidance, self-trust or self-betrayal—starts moving faster.
That’s why so many people feel restless right now.
Pressured.
Like time itself has picked up speed.
It isn’t random.
This year responds to engagement, not overthinking.
February 17: A Momentum Shift
There is one date worth naming—not as a warning, but as a point of energetic potency.
February 17.
Astrologically, it marks a shift where momentum accelerates.
It’s the moment the horse breaks into a run.
If your feet are planted—if your intentions are clear—the movement carries you.
But if you’re undecided, fragmented, or still negotiating with what you already know is over, this is where people feel unseated.
Because speed exposes stance.
So this isn’t about fear.
And it isn’t about forcing readiness.
It’s about grounding before momentum multiplies.
You don’t need every answer by February 17.
You just need to know where you’re standing and which direction you’re facing.
There are three things this year is quietly asking for.
First: inner work.
But not the endless, circular kind.
This isn’t the year to analyze your childhood for another six months.
It’s the year to notice patterns—and decide.
What did last year expose?
What stopped working no matter how much effort you poured into it?
What are you already done with, even if you haven’t said it out loud yet?
Clarity doesn’t come from digging forever.
It comes from honesty.
And honesty is usually the thing we avoid the longest.
Second: action.
Not big leaps.
Not perfect plans.
Movement.
Horse energy doesn’t require certainty.
It requires direction.
You don’t need the whole map.
You need a heading.
One step taken in truth beats ten plans made in fear.
Third—and this is the hardest—surrendering control of the process.
That doesn’t mean giving up.
It means loosening the grip.
If you’ve ever tried to control a horse, you know this: the tighter you pull, the more resistance you get.
This year works the same way.
You participate.
You move.
You adjust.
But you don’t micromanage the timeline.
Staying Grounded While Things Speed Up
If last year felt like everything fell apart, this year is about choosing what you’re willing to move forward with and what you’re finally leaving behind.
This isn’t a year to freeze.
It’s a year to engage.
Even quietly.
Even imperfectly.
Even before you feel ready.
And stay grounded.
I’m grounding through nature walks, standing barefoot on the grass, salt baths, and light kettlebell exercises.
This helps my nervous system release excess stress energy.
Find one grounding practice that works for you and return to it consistently—especially when things speed up.
Choose to ride this horse with grace, not let it buck you off.
This year isn’t about control.
It’s about staying grounded while momentum builds.
Choose your direction—and let movement do the rest.
If you want structured support grounding into this shift and moving forward with clarity, I’ve put my programs and tools in one place. They’re there if and when you want to go deeper.
Sometimes you just have to align with the divine 9 and everything will be fine. 2025 was cool for your humble vagabond. Lots of cool math. This year we are going to keep it on the One, in the 26 mix. Ride the Fire Horse and align with Source. Thanks for dropping the course for the Fire Horse. Let's ride.
Nice writing Sirah and congrats on writing your courses! Amazing!